post- traumatic Stress


Ok..I am back again spent a week on reading about mental and brain disorders, coming up with some dementia stories and some illustrations. It was good to be away from the film for awhile and now that I am back I know there is not much time left. I have got 10 more shots to do and along with that I should try to make the story a little more understandable…
The hot news of the week is that I was about to set my room and the whole flat on fire. Half done cigarette in a trash bin full of paper. Still don’t how did I took the flaming bin out and Nat and firman pouring water...it could be bad.all our projects, the fitzharding house could become ashes…
We are all safe now.

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